i dont care about the title.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
ok. i screwed up. i dont know what happen, and i just broke down. suddenly i feel so tired. i want to sleep very single day, and not fuckingly wake up and do the stuffs i do everyday. i just feel so tired. dont ask me what happen, i myself do not know too. i just feel like blogging aimlessly. i just want to type till im done with my breakdown. Therefore, this entry might be deleted or cancelled or i just leave it hanging alone. Just dont ask me what happen cause i just have no idea. And i know now, who really cares for me. Sorry that i didnt notice till today after yesterday entry. My friends who really cared for me are these people tagging everyday unlike god knows what the fuck of the rest fucking people went. Since i aint a importance of a friend to them, it time i leave them. Their existence will not be bothered by me at all.
my life is not just full of denials but screw ups and everything bad that could happen to anyone. fuck with everything. why didnt that fucking car knock onto me when i was in pri. 4 (i think). If it did, i wouldnt be an annoyance to anyone. This solves everyone's problems. im a fuckingly sensitive idiot who .. i just dont know what to say. im tired. time for bed.
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anyway, just remembered something. if something bad happens to your friends, you would at least send an sms to say something nice to her or him right. Thats how i always do stuffs. Please be very fuckingly feel sorry for me. Apprently, i have some friends who doesnt seem to be bother by my care for them. This is making me pissed off. So for now, if anything happens to you, i dont give a fucking damn whether your alive or dead. i just dont give a fucking damn. come and haunt me or anything, i dont care. im sick and tired of everything that is happening around me. If i care for you, count yourself lucky. cause i dont give a damn about myself either.
im aint a superman who solves everything, superman needs to breathe too. so i needa BREATHE.
