rewrote this fucking entry, as its fucking dumb after reading it. today was quite a nice day spent with alexis and later in the late night eating prata with her, may and hui zhen.


in the late evening, i seem found out something. its was that for the past few weeks, i looked fucking stupid and silly. as if the world knows something that i dont know and i dont have a single clue about it. so what if i denial some stuffs, and im fucking happy that i denial everything or i be looking quite dumb, stupid, foolish and lastly silly. i hoped this stuffs i seem to thinking of isnt coming true. i cant imagine what will i do next besides sobbing to myself. yet i know these stuffs will never come as i want them to. i screwed my last paitence.

this entry is a fucking dumb one. ignored it once you read it.

li shan
nafa(visual communications)
12 april 1987

anna angeline caylynn cindy
denise eugenia huiyan limin
linlin mellissa pamela perlyn
seokhui shiming ummairah vanessa weicong weijie


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