the cactus in me.
Friday, November 17, 2006
I went on thinking what am I suppose to do next, caught in a dilemma that I could never answer them myself. I really did wish I could give an answer that satisfy everyone who ask me questions after another, but I just couldnt cause I myself cant make an out an answer that pleases and statisfy me nor anyone. The amount of time needed for one to heal the wounds it has is much needed plenty, and im tired. The last thing i ever need is questions being asked that seems so meaningless and pointless to reply and even explain. Where has the privacy gone, i doubt i was given from them much at least. I just need a little more time, is it that difficult to give; i doubt it ever was. Im thinking emo today, that spells why i wrote this post..
Lets give each both some time to think, doubt you did even read this so it be more like for me to think whats ever going to happen next. Life can be so exciting at one moment and such a downpour in another, im just damn glad my life isnt screwed to any extend that i have to .. well i have no idea. im back writing and being more open to myself and everyone. Give me time to understand myself before you even try to understand me nor insult my life;
im starting afresh and i mean it, really.
..no wonder i drew a cactus for the self promoting card.
